This project takes a playful look at ‘mindfulness’ and movement through time and the different ways in which it can be experienced and expressed.

  • ‘Mindfulness’ as a way of slowing life down and feeling happy in the moment, whatever is happening beyond. It has been a key influence throughout my life, both at a personal level (despite many lapses), and also the way I experience and see the world and across all my visual communications practice.
  • Mindfulness as ‘being mindful’ – constant awareness and ability to react to sudden changes in circumstances, opportunities and dangers.

Even from my comfortable armchair my personal and psychological life seems constantly ‘on the edge’. There are always so many things to keep me sitting to avoid doing. Reflecting on guilt, inertia and life moments not grasped. With access to the large TV screen to the world, if I am not already personally stressed, I find stresses either responding to everyday events bombarding me in the news and advertising – donkeys, cats, young girls all over the world needing my help – then wars and climate disasters not to speak of Novak Jokovich’s all-important visa.

At the same time, I feel compelled to somehow remember and record this time, to slow life down as it flashes past one day merging into the next. Something to remind me in case a time comes when all I have energy left for is memory. I want to remember it as it was at the time, not just after my brain has sloshed them around to try and clean them and hung them out to dry.

!!Ref to Susan Sontag ‘On Photography’ about memories and snapshots

Particularly during Lockdown life seemed much too short to waste getting bored. This project evolved from assignments for a personal development Sketchbook course to start to develops habits and manageable ways in which I can keep better creative track of my evolving thoughts and daily news around me to generate ongoing and well-informed inspiration for future work. Diaries and sketchbooks can provide a ‘safe creative fun space’ explore my own ‘personal edges’ – philosophical and political views that characterise my ‘voice’ so that these can be explicitly and strategically integrated into my more ‘objective’ observational as well as subjective creative practice.

‘Edges of Everyday Mindfulness’ is a body of moving image and sketchbook-based work that looks at necessity, potential and attempts to create ‘new normals’ in my personal everyday life at home. But there is a reason why I have always had difficulty keeping a regular diary – life has always been so busy being lived. Like the quantum uncertainty principle (proper ref here) measuring and recording thoughts alters and changes them. Even in quiet periods it is difficult to reflect and live at the same time. Every ‘now thought’ flashes to the past and a new thought comes before the last one was fully grasped. Never mind recorded and put on paper.

  • ‘Shadow Wall’ is a series of iPhone timelapse videos of the plays of light on the wall in our front room – speeding up the passage of hours of time enables an appreciation of the slow unfolding of light, shapes and colour tones as an enigmatic almost timeless narrative.
  • ‘Everyday is a Life Experiment’: a daily sketchbook diary April-May 2021 and revisited April-May 2022. overlaying ‘old normal’ memories, daily reflections and serendipitous responses against a backdrop of news events and daily changes. Visual recording of news items in spontaneous ‘kneejerk rages and rants’ helped calm down my thoughts for more objective analysis. But I found it was only manageable to keep up this momentum of response for short periods.
  • Cutting Edges of Subconscious: emerging narratives from cutting up A4 sheets of quick sketches in my front room. An extension of earlier surrealist experiments in randomisation, the images seen in random lines often reveal ones underlying subconscious thought processes and preoccupations.
  • Garden of perpetual mindfulness ‘Squirrel Time’ by contrast is a series of rotoscoped video animations exploring the ‘mindfulness’ of wildlife in my garden – constantly looking around to make sure they are safe and the sudden switches between slow movements and then very rapid communications or flight.
  • Now Time Moving‘ is a series of abstracted animations exploring experience of movement through life and time.


‘Mindfulness in Slow Quick Time’ is a series of moving image-based experiments exploring manipulation of different speeds of time.

This project takes a playful look at ‘mindfulness’ and movement through time and the different ways in which it can be experienced and expressed.

  • ‘Mindfulness’ as a way of slowing life down and feeling happy in the moment, whatever is happening beyond. It has been a key influence throughout my life, both at a personal level (despite many lapses), and also the way I experience and see the world and across all my visual communications practice.
  • Mindfulness as ‘being mindful’ – constant awareness and ability to react to sudden changes in circumstances, opportunities and dangers.

Shadow Wall

Some of the most beautiful sights in my own life are simple but mesmerising plays of light filtered through shadows that dance on flat surfaces or water and change from moment to moment – one of the nearest (frequent) experiences my life gets to spirituality.

My exploration of ‘edges in time’ therefore starts with light dancing and experimental timelapse animations that can communicate this abstract experience of life and time. This is evolving from first experiments for a Moving Image module project to look at the effects of speeding up and slowing down and of introducing animated mirror and kaleidoscope edges in Adobe Premiere and After Effects and colour grading. To develop skills that I can later apply to more complex sequences – as has become fashionable in many film intro sequences with differing degree of imapct/cliche.

Link ideas with Plato’s Shadows in the Cave?? David Lynch? Brothers Quay?

Of the current experiments I prefer the black and white/cream but want to explore mirror and kaleidoscope cutting, and subtle introduction of colour plays. And think about the different mood effects. Some fun time. But people might like them on social media.

Shadow Wall time lapse animations are an approach I use in other location projects where I have potential walls. In particular Shingle Street and Teetotal Street to explore how the specifics of the place and my own mood affect the outcomes of what would potentially be a uniform process.

‘Every Day is a Life Experiment’
armchair sketchbooks

Even from my comfortable armchair my personal and psychological life seems constantly ‘on the edge’ – if I am not already stressed, I find stresses either responding to everyday events bombarding me in the news or personal insecurities. At the same time I feel compelled to somehow remember this time, to slow life down as it flashes past one day merging into the next.

Diaries and sketchbooks can provide a ‘safe creative fun space’ explore my own ‘personal edges’ – philosophical and political views that characterise my ‘voice’ so that these can be explicitly and strategically integrated into my more ‘objective’ observational as well as subjective creative practice.

But there is a reason why I have always had difficulty keeping a regular diary – life has always been so busy being lived. Like the quantum uncertainty principle (proper ref here) measuring and recording thoughts alters and changes them. Even in quiet periods it is difficult to reflect and live at the same time. Every ‘now thought’ flashes to the past and a new thought comes before the last one was fully grasped. Never mind recorded and put on paper.

‘Disruptive Normals’ consists of a series of sketchbook activities that help me create ‘new normals’ in my personal everyday life at home in a flexible and manageable way that I can integrate into busy as well as more intensive periods of creativity.

Even from my comfortable armchair my personal and psychological life seems constantly ‘on the edge’. There are always so many things to keep me sitting to avoid doing. Reflecting on guilt, inertia and life moments not grasped. With access to the large TV screen to the world, if I am not already personally stressed, I find stresses either responding to everyday events bombarding me in the news and advertising – donkeys, cats, young girls all over the world needing my help – then wars and climate disasters not to speak of Novak Jokovich’s all-important visa.

At the same time, I feel compelled to somehow remember and record this time, to slow life down as it flashes past one day merging into the next. Something to remind me in case a time comes when all I have energy left for is memory. I want to remember it as it was at the time, not just after my brain has sloshed them around to try and clean them and hung them out to dry.

!!Ref to Susan Sontag ‘On Photography’ about memories and snapshots

Particularly during Lockdown life seemed much too short to waste getting bored. This project evolved from assignments for a personal development Sketchbook course to start to develops habits and manageable ways in which I can keep better creative track of my evolving thoughts and daily news around me to generate ongoing and well-informed inspiration for future work. Diaries and sketchbooks can provide a ‘safe creative fun space’ explore my own ‘personal edges’ – philosophical and political views that characterise my ‘voice’ so that these can be explicitly and strategically integrated into my more ‘objective’ observational as well as subjective creative practice.

  • ‘Everyday is a Life Experiment’: a daily sketchbook diary April-May 2021 and revisited April-May 2022 (forthcoming). overlaying ‘old normal’ memories, daily reflections and serendipitous responses against a backdrop of news events and daily changes. Visual recording of news items in spontaneous ‘kneejerk rages and rants’ helped calm down my thoughts for more objective analysis. But I found it was only manageable to keep up this momentum of response for short periods.
  • Cutting Edges of Subconscious: emerging narratives from cutting up A4 sheets of quick sketches in my front room. An extension of earlier surrealist experiments in randomisation, the images seen in random lines often reveal ones underlying subconscious thought processes and preoccupations.
  • Reflections at the Speed of Life : a more sporadic and reactive sketchbook practice that captures thoughts and events in note form as they happen, as the basis for periodic review, reflection and visual synthesis about once a month.

A lot of work to be done on this in parallel to, building on and feeding into my location work, particularly this last item.

‘Everyday is a Life Experiment’ is a daily record of everyday experiences over the month April- May 2021 leading up to my 67th birthday on 9th May 2021. Pages covered both personal reflections as I reach yet another age milestone, and everyday tumultuous events in the daily news on my TV screen under lockdown.

It started with personal development work for Assignment 1 of Illustration Sketchbooks. I looked through all the empty sketchbooks I had at home. I found an A5 hardbound sketchbook/diary that I bought many years ago at a museum in London waiting for a good use. It has three sections of lined paper, small square graph paper and blank sheets and quirky photographs of daily life, people and places by Elliott Erwitt on each spread. I thought this would be an ideal balance of blank space to fill and daily prompts to respond to if I got stuck.

I started by pencilling in the dates on a corner of every other page to map out two spreads a day each day between April 10th 2021and my 67th birthday on May 9th. Then each day I pencilled in and sketched my thoughts, moods, events and discussion in the news and/or responses to the Erwitt photos. If I had time I finished the spreads that day. Other days when I had a lot of work, I just jotted notes and came back to them later. Sometimes my mood, the event or the Erwitt image reminded me of something I had done in an earlier sketchbook or a photo I had taken, so I cut and paste that.

I also periodically reflected on my concept on ‘everyday normal’. I started off with a Zen approach, that every day is a potential for choice and creativity. Life is much too short to be boring, even in Lockdown. And I was always cheered up by the Erwitt photos. On a personal level the very process of keeping a daily diary routine is to intensify that experience of living – potential for getting lost down depressive rabbit-holes and mood swings as well as creative appreciation of seasonal changes in my garden and daily walks – in the this case Spring. Then the everyday bombardment of information and news – sometimes really interesting, sometimes upsetting and making me very angry, often repetitive and cyclical as not everyone is a news junkie watching several times a day.

I also became very interested in the effect on my sense of time, the merging and interlinkages between the present with flashbacks to the past, and also thoughts about ‘future normals’. Sometimes fearful of climate change and further waves of COVID affecting other countries I have worked in even if things are OK here. Sometimes hopeful and inspired at the thought that the disruptions of COVID may force a more fundamental rethink of ‘normal’ and our everyday activities and responsibilities to the planet and to each other.

The Sketchbook so far is still very much a work in progress. This will be revisited and updated, with additional spreads, over the same dates April-May 2022 to consider everyday changes on personal and global levels. Although it was very useful and I learned a lot through the discipline of making contributions every day – enriching the way that I lived them, I found that it is difficult to maintain that pace of experience for longer than about a month at a time without it becoming a chore and losing freshness. Many pages from very busy days are still in pencil draft.

The 2021 Sketchbook will be revisited in April/May 2022. Possible things to explore further in representations of time:

  • to do different perspectives of the same object
  • layering of thoughts over time eg using tracing paper or just gouache
  • experiment with transfers and gelliplate printing

I would need to consider copyright issues on the Erwit photos, or work over these, if I develop the diary as a publication. Still to be decided.

Cutting Edges of Subconscious:
Sketchbooks 2: 2021 onwards

One of my first sketchbook exercises was a series of ‘creative cuts’ – emerging narratives from cutting up A4 sheets of quick sketches in my front room. An extension of earlier surrealist experiments in randomisation, the images seen in random lines often reveal ones underlying subconscious thought processes and preoccupations.

The actual stories themselves need a lot more thought about relationship between text and image, and making the text more powerful and less cliche. But I was interested in how my subconscious made connections between the drawings and the potential to create spontaneous narratives that could then be further worked on. Although any horizontal and vertical lines can become a landscape and the eye automatically searches out faces, some of the other associations were not so obvious. The process certainly has a lot of potential for work on location.

!! To do more of this and look for more exercises of this type.

Emerging Narrative 1: Landscapes in Red

The original A4 vertical rapid sketch was done in red oil pastel of a corner of our gas fire, a small table and looking just round the corner into the dining room. Because of the texture that would block pens and brushes, I worked into it in pencil.

The images that emerged after cutting turned into red and grey landscapes of some sort of flood apocalypse – influenced probably subconsciously by the news about the climate change discussions and my work on the Norfolk Marshes for SYP ‘Moving Edges’ projects.

Emerging Narrative 2: CAGED

The original A4 horizontal rapid sketch was done in somewhat dry black marker pen of our leaded bay window looking onto the garden. I went over some of the weaker lines and shapes in black oil pastel to make them more dramatic, though not always obscuring the marker texture. Again to avoid clogging pens, I went over some portions of the oil pastel with pencil, particularly the title page.

The images that emerged here were of rats and feeling locked in – influenced by continuing lockdown and all my sketchbook drawings of the rats, particularly a young one that appeared each morning scratching at the window to come in. Quite sweet really – if it had been the only one in its family.

Emerging Narrative 3: Spirits

The original A4 sketch cut into a spiral was in Cretacolour graphite pencil of a corner of the settee, a cushion and the corner of a ‘Fine Whisky’ mirror – hence the rather unoriginal idea of Spirits. Though that also reflected the very rapid, smoke and flame-like marks. I did not develop this one yet into a narrative.

Garden of Perpetual Mindfulness

‘Squirrel time’ is a series of rotoscoped animated clips from videos of wildlife in my garden. Rotoscoping is an important part of my practice beyond SYP. The rotoscoping process is itself ‘mindful’ and requires intense attention to timing and placing of drawings to capture the nuances of character, movement, and communication of different animals. It improves not only my skills in video capture and animation, but also expressive drawing and photography of ‘decisive moments’.

These experiments build on several projects in Visual Research, Moving Image 1 animation and photographic and video work for VCAP. The study of animals in a context where it is relatively easy to take reasonably close-up video also feeds into my animations in SYP project ‘Bramblefield Chronicles’ where filming wildlife with an iPhone was rather more difficult. Quick sketching from the videos on a big screen also provides the basis for improving my quick life sketching skills.

Beyond SYP some of the successful animated clips may be suitable for posting on-line to build my profile on TikTok or You Tube. In the longer term I also envisage extending and developing the sketches and narratives for an illustrated book ‘Garden of (perpetual) Mindfulness’.

Made with Padlet

‘Now Time Moving’

‘Now Time Moving’ is an experimental series of abstract animations of our experience of time. These were initially developed on my iPad as part of Moving Image Exercise 3.3 Accumulation, destruction or trace. Then further developed as a portfolio animation.

Made with Padlet

Journeys of thought: animated abstractions

‘Life in the abstract’ is a project conducted in parallel to the location narratives, feeding into and drawing on my visual work. It consists of a series of animations and interactive animated maps that explore and clarify systemic frameworks of philosophical, scientific, psychological and political debates underpinning my work in this course:

  • Ethics, aesthetics and activism
  • Environmental debates in the UK that underpin my location narratives and activism
  • Time, reality and consciousness: ontological questions and evidence that inform my understanding of my own subjectivity and experience and documentary communication of time and place.
  • Political debates around social and economic inequalities and democratic processes in UK that underpin my location narratives and activism.

An important longer term aim is to develop my abstract diagramming communication skills that are central to my professional work going forward. And a key focus as part of my plans for a Graphic Design MA following this BA degree.

A lot of work to be done on this in parallel to, building on and feeding into my location work

Through processes of creative abstraction I bring together insights from reading and on-line sources brought together in the padlets below. These will be added to and possibly further subdivided by theme, throughout SYP. These are referred to and linked in different ways through the padlets for individual projects.

  • Mapping Journeys of Thought: concept maps from notes, reviews, reading and reflections
  • ‘Now Time Moving’ animated abstractions exploring the subjective experience of time in the context of scientific, psychological and philosophical debates linked to Moving Image Assignment 3.
  • ‘Freedom on the Edges of Chaos’ animated abstractions exploring ideas of edges, time, determinism, free will, chaos and power underpinning my subjectivity and political activism linked to Moving Image Assignment 4.

Time and Place: Media Approaches

https://zemniimages.info/edges-of-experience-visual-experiments/time-and-place-media-approaches/